Biology was productive!
Cwiz and i debated whether our bio teacher had an annoying habbit of saying awwkay of mmkayy. Cwiz was right in the end... it took me a while, he seemed to be saying a bit of both. But awwkay it is. Its totally getting to me, i don't want to be an "awwkay" kinda girl!
Like he says it after every sentence.
"Terrestrial environments are land based awwkay..?"
He's a nice teacher though.
Chemistry, i wanted to cry.
I could barely hear what the teacher was saying.
________________________
Right now my mind is plagued with worry!
I'm losing it...
So i want to do Extension English and drop a unit of Studies Of Religion and i'm worried that something will go wrong in the process.
I want it so bad.
UNWORRY ME :)
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Second day
Classes officially started today.
We had homeroom, then period 1 we had assembly and period 2 we had Homeoom again just to get familiar with the SCHOOL DIARY- not that it needed a more thorough explanation after yesterday. So our homeroom teacher repeated most of the things he said yesterday and explained page 9 the anti bullying policy again which provoked Jimmy to remark "Bro, this guy is so lost we did this yesterday!".
Then we played a game to get to know each other- name two truths and one fantasy and the class had to pick out the fantasy. It wasn't very tricky but it didn't help because i still don't remember names.
Period 3: English
We got homework.
Period 4: Studies of Religion 2 unit.
Funny teacher.
Lunch: Was asked if i wanted to trade my phone number for assignments done. Though he was very persistent i didn't give it.
Period 5: Biology
Teacher said that "Disease" could fit under the Abiotic and Biotic catagory. He also said that viruses are abiotic. Ahem
Period 6: Math
teacher is extremely funny, recommended we have metal rulers as they are great for stabbing especially at Liverpool Station! I like my math teacher he seems mad and he has a genuine interest in teaching.
home time! We were going to walk all the way to the mall but we walked opposite to the park. It was extremely hot and we walked heaps. Good thing the bus came straight away.
We had homeroom, then period 1 we had assembly and period 2 we had Homeoom again just to get familiar with the SCHOOL DIARY- not that it needed a more thorough explanation after yesterday. So our homeroom teacher repeated most of the things he said yesterday and explained page 9 the anti bullying policy again which provoked Jimmy to remark "Bro, this guy is so lost we did this yesterday!".
Then we played a game to get to know each other- name two truths and one fantasy and the class had to pick out the fantasy. It wasn't very tricky but it didn't help because i still don't remember names.
Period 3: English
We got homework.
Period 4: Studies of Religion 2 unit.
Funny teacher.
Lunch: Was asked if i wanted to trade my phone number for assignments done. Though he was very persistent i didn't give it.
Period 5: Biology
Teacher said that "Disease" could fit under the Abiotic and Biotic catagory. He also said that viruses are abiotic. Ahem
Period 6: Math
teacher is extremely funny, recommended we have metal rulers as they are great for stabbing especially at Liverpool Station! I like my math teacher he seems mad and he has a genuine interest in teaching.
home time! We were going to walk all the way to the mall but we walked opposite to the park. It was extremely hot and we walked heaps. Good thing the bus came straight away.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
i'm a junior : )
So today was the first day of Year 11.
I woke up at 6:33 am- 7 minutes before the alarm went off. A rare occurance, one that i am definite will not happen again :)
So i was going to blog about my day but i'll just list some sad realisations and some happy one's.
Sad Realisations
1. Induction Day is like torture, i would rather watch bold and the beautiful or the young and the restless or even like a combo marathon of the two than go through induction day again. I don't particularly fancy listening to people talk about things that induce boredom. For example in homeroom our teacher explained in great detail every page including the six priorities of the school and the mission statement...and not to mention the other 21 pages, in small print may i add.
2.So far i have only seen two rooms with airconditioners. The Chapel and the Library (i'm not so sure) I'm going to melt......
3.The grass is dying and parched.
4. My big sister says that my chem and bio teachers aren't that great. I like great dedicated teachers/ they play a significant role in my learning and i'm really worried. Question: Say if you're a capable student but your teachers aren't that great do you believe that capable student is still able to get good results?
Happy one's (rainbows, fragrance of spring...la di da di da)
1. Cwiz is in my chem and bio classes :) So maybe it'll be tolerable
2. The school has a nice view especially from the basketball courts- you can see the bush and everything and the skyline is of cities.
3. um....i've kinda run out....
I woke up at 6:33 am- 7 minutes before the alarm went off. A rare occurance, one that i am definite will not happen again :)
So i was going to blog about my day but i'll just list some sad realisations and some happy one's.
Sad Realisations
1. Induction Day is like torture, i would rather watch bold and the beautiful or the young and the restless or even like a combo marathon of the two than go through induction day again. I don't particularly fancy listening to people talk about things that induce boredom. For example in homeroom our teacher explained in great detail every page including the six priorities of the school and the mission statement...and not to mention the other 21 pages, in small print may i add.
2.So far i have only seen two rooms with airconditioners. The Chapel and the Library (i'm not so sure) I'm going to melt......
3.The grass is dying and parched.
4. My big sister says that my chem and bio teachers aren't that great. I like great dedicated teachers/ they play a significant role in my learning and i'm really worried. Question: Say if you're a capable student but your teachers aren't that great do you believe that capable student is still able to get good results?
Happy one's (rainbows, fragrance of spring...la di da di da)
1. Cwiz is in my chem and bio classes :) So maybe it'll be tolerable
2. The school has a nice view especially from the basketball courts- you can see the bush and everything and the skyline is of cities.
3. um....i've kinda run out....
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Concerns of the World Getting Saltier.
I was at work today.
And what this guy said made me laugh.
Guy: Extra salt on the chips please, like give it a salt overdose- full kill it.
Me: *tries to supress laughter*
Seriously people can die of salt intake.
If someone totally got my title- kudos!
And what this guy said made me laugh.
Guy: Extra salt on the chips please, like give it a salt overdose- full kill it.
Me: *tries to supress laughter*
Seriously people can die of salt intake.
If someone totally got my title- kudos!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
A freaking review
I read the entire Maximum Ride series recently, well at least from number 1-4, there is a five...but i don't know when it'll be published or if James Patterson has even written it.
So anyways i really loved the series, but there were bits i didn't like....Number 4: The Final Warning was in my opinion a bit absurd especially how Global Warming got into the the picture....I know thats the kind of saving the world needs right now, but i just thought it was a bit werid...like mingling something fictitious such as avian humans and like something real - Global Warming. Normally writers would make up fictitious problems. But i think it had a good message, and i presume Patterson intended it to be that way. It kind of made me realise you know to continue being eco friendly...because i gave up a while ago, i whole heartedly believed thats it was not really me polluting excessively or say the house i live in but like all the industrial coorporations. e.g the non existent ITEX- but there's probably a smaller scale version of that company out there. And it was a bit unbelieveable about the hurricane thing....like it was a bit too soon for that particular hurricane to be caused by global warming. My science teacher told us before that she didn't really believe global warming was happening as quickly as scientists say...i'd like to think like that too but i don't. But don't get me wrong my previous science teacher is heaps smart! Like for real.
I also know that Grafting avain DNA into humans is extremely difficult if not at this point impossible- i remember doing genetics last year and our science teacher said it took forever for Dolly the sheep to be cloned. So yeah it was kind of hard for me to believe at the beginning that the flock were AVIAN AMERICANS- as they like to call themselves. But Patterson is a really great writer and i was convinced. I also wondered why they didn't have beaks...the only pretentious and distinguishable bird features they have are their wings....exteriorly that is.
Also like too many flyboys in my opinion....like how expensive would that be. I LOVED the characters though and i love the dialogue and i loved the plot. SO i loved the series basically. Like the characters are so real, thats what wins me over. Say for example in Harry Potter all the characters have unique traits- they are all different its as if they jump off the page and you can really picture them. They are not just figments of the immagination. I love MAX and FANG's relationship- which she claims is non existent- well at least the intimate part. Like its real you know-- like Ron and Hermoine. I know what isn't Bella and Edward- like they don't even have history- their is no LOVE story. People are like what do you have against edward, i say its just that he's so fictitious and he lacks personality.. like yeah he's smart and yeah he's a gentleman but whatever if i wanted a talking block of marble i'd ask for one.
I love the dialogue its full of slang and its witty. Max is awesome i'd love to be as brave as her. I love how in the face of death and danger she still manages to speak out- she's heaps funny too. I also love Total LOL! i want a talking dog- i actually believed it...it wasn't unusual to me. Patterson is great! Also i love how Max uses the word freaking!!!
it was a freaking great series.
So anyways i really loved the series, but there were bits i didn't like....Number 4: The Final Warning was in my opinion a bit absurd especially how Global Warming got into the the picture....I know thats the kind of saving the world needs right now, but i just thought it was a bit werid...like mingling something fictitious such as avian humans and like something real - Global Warming. Normally writers would make up fictitious problems. But i think it had a good message, and i presume Patterson intended it to be that way. It kind of made me realise you know to continue being eco friendly...because i gave up a while ago, i whole heartedly believed thats it was not really me polluting excessively or say the house i live in but like all the industrial coorporations. e.g the non existent ITEX- but there's probably a smaller scale version of that company out there. And it was a bit unbelieveable about the hurricane thing....like it was a bit too soon for that particular hurricane to be caused by global warming. My science teacher told us before that she didn't really believe global warming was happening as quickly as scientists say...i'd like to think like that too but i don't. But don't get me wrong my previous science teacher is heaps smart! Like for real.
I also know that Grafting avain DNA into humans is extremely difficult if not at this point impossible- i remember doing genetics last year and our science teacher said it took forever for Dolly the sheep to be cloned. So yeah it was kind of hard for me to believe at the beginning that the flock were AVIAN AMERICANS- as they like to call themselves. But Patterson is a really great writer and i was convinced. I also wondered why they didn't have beaks...the only pretentious and distinguishable bird features they have are their wings....exteriorly that is.
Also like too many flyboys in my opinion....like how expensive would that be. I LOVED the characters though and i love the dialogue and i loved the plot. SO i loved the series basically. Like the characters are so real, thats what wins me over. Say for example in Harry Potter all the characters have unique traits- they are all different its as if they jump off the page and you can really picture them. They are not just figments of the immagination. I love MAX and FANG's relationship- which she claims is non existent- well at least the intimate part. Like its real you know-- like Ron and Hermoine. I know what isn't Bella and Edward- like they don't even have history- their is no LOVE story. People are like what do you have against edward, i say its just that he's so fictitious and he lacks personality.. like yeah he's smart and yeah he's a gentleman but whatever if i wanted a talking block of marble i'd ask for one.
I love the dialogue its full of slang and its witty. Max is awesome i'd love to be as brave as her. I love how in the face of death and danger she still manages to speak out- she's heaps funny too. I also love Total LOL! i want a talking dog- i actually believed it...it wasn't unusual to me. Patterson is great! Also i love how Max uses the word freaking!!!
it was a freaking great series.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Just know, that you move me, like I've never been moved
enthrall me.
make references
that only you
and i
will
ever
understand.
__________________
Five days till school.
There's no way of silencing the countdown. The clock is ticking...if only people ordering food could understand this. They seem to be permenantely stuck in indecision...as if the spotlight (of being asked what they want) has rendered them indecisive...as if they can't make up their own minds depsite the fact that they've been reading the menu since err for-freaking-ever (if not reading then staring aimlessly as if waiting for an epiphany to strike- "take a picture it'll last longer") . Its all gonna go down the same esophegus if not down the trachea which would prove fatal and almost impossible. But whatever- i'm like that sometimes. Just pointing out-----
make references
that only you
and i
will
ever
understand.
__________________
Five days till school.
There's no way of silencing the countdown. The clock is ticking...if only people ordering food could understand this. They seem to be permenantely stuck in indecision...as if the spotlight (of being asked what they want) has rendered them indecisive...as if they can't make up their own minds depsite the fact that they've been reading the menu since err for-freaking-ever (if not reading then staring aimlessly as if waiting for an epiphany to strike- "take a picture it'll last longer") . Its all gonna go down the same esophegus if not down the trachea which would prove fatal and almost impossible. But whatever- i'm like that sometimes. Just pointing out-----
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Ninteen Stars
I don't have anything interesting to say.
The weather sucks, the weather was brilliant when i was at work- and the whole day i stood there anticipating my release only to realise that when i stepped out the door there were storm clouds and rain was imminent.
Work wasn't too bad, its just so physically draining.. my legs hurt from standing up. I had a sundae on my break, i should cut back the ice cream intake....but i love icream too much.
I watched Smart People last night, i thought it was funny, very funny. I don't want to say humurous cos thats a gay word and i can't even spell it right.
I was supposed to watch the INAUGURATION, you know witness history, but i fell asleep to the music of Ben Lee. I woke up at 8 am and turned on the TV- and the parade thing was still going on, so that was good enough for me. I can always youtube the rest. The new leader of the free world i think he's brilliant, and thats an understatement. But i'm just a tadd worried- taking the presidency with a massive defecit- but YES WE CAN! that statement alone can douse doubts into non existence.
I was watching Letterman the otherday and all Bush's mistakes, it made me laugh out loud but i was a tad sorry for the guy.... Not sure if he deserves sympathy... i read TIME magazine and i think Jo Klien ( he's my favourite writer for TIME) was outlining all the things Bush has succeeded in doing and failed in doing..... and yeah you can only imagine which one outweighed the other. But whatever its all over now....
Well this blog has probably induced a million yawns if not it has at its best acted as a sedative for sleep.
The weather sucks, the weather was brilliant when i was at work- and the whole day i stood there anticipating my release only to realise that when i stepped out the door there were storm clouds and rain was imminent.
Work wasn't too bad, its just so physically draining.. my legs hurt from standing up. I had a sundae on my break, i should cut back the ice cream intake....but i love icream too much.
I watched Smart People last night, i thought it was funny, very funny. I don't want to say humurous cos thats a gay word and i can't even spell it right.
I was supposed to watch the INAUGURATION, you know witness history, but i fell asleep to the music of Ben Lee. I woke up at 8 am and turned on the TV- and the parade thing was still going on, so that was good enough for me. I can always youtube the rest. The new leader of the free world i think he's brilliant, and thats an understatement. But i'm just a tadd worried- taking the presidency with a massive defecit- but YES WE CAN! that statement alone can douse doubts into non existence.
I was watching Letterman the otherday and all Bush's mistakes, it made me laugh out loud but i was a tad sorry for the guy.... Not sure if he deserves sympathy... i read TIME magazine and i think Jo Klien ( he's my favourite writer for TIME) was outlining all the things Bush has succeeded in doing and failed in doing..... and yeah you can only imagine which one outweighed the other. But whatever its all over now....
Well this blog has probably induced a million yawns if not it has at its best acted as a sedative for sleep.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Contain your excitement young fellow! What a rude thing to say right, excitement is infectious- so i shall make mine viral
FEB 22
SOUNDWAVE
this isn't a haiku
but it could be
because
this excitement
has
rendered me
a blog minimalist
SOUNDWAVE
this isn't a haiku
but it could be
because
this excitement
has
rendered me
a blog minimalist
Monday, January 19, 2009
HUNGRY HUNGRY HIPPO!
i'm craving sugar quills.
Yes something fictitious.
I just imagine it to be like fairy floss condensed in a feather shape. And i want BUTTERBEER!
Yes something fictitious.
I just imagine it to be like fairy floss condensed in a feather shape. And i want BUTTERBEER!
Party at my house!
Okay this is the biggest coinkidink ever. People say there's no way of scaling coinkidinks cos a coinkidink is a coinkidink not matter how big or small. HOWEVER i will disembark the bandwagon of non existent coinkidink scaling.
So this morning i woke up, not because i made a conscious decision of doing so but i woke up due to instinct. Then i looked out the window- which i do every morning. And to my surprise the MAILMAN was riding up the driveway!! In my previous blog he did the same thing-that is ride up my drive way instead of shoving the mail in the letter box. So i raced downstairs, i am adamant that i looked like a hyrbid banshee human- because my hair was absolutely attrocius due to it being in a bun all yesterday.
I also noticed it was the mailman who didn't appreciate people opening the door before he knocked- which i had done before and managed to scare him away. So then he made me sign a slip, i truthfully scribbled something indecipherable and non legit. I remember forging my diary once at school and it had no resemblance to my mums actual signature it was like Qi Ping in cursive. I didn't intentionally make Qi Ping up it just looked like Qi Ping- and i have no idea what Qi Ping is. However the teacher did not doubt it and i wasn't given a detention.
And dedicated blog readers, you may have guessed what i had to sign for. MY SOUNDWAVE TICKETS! hooray for at last arriving.
LOL at bakery boy- he's very indie looking.
Also at my rate of abnormality- the whole inde music loving, reading excessively, having a manic obsession with harry potter etc. chances are there are few guys like me. I DON'T WANT TO BE A CAT LADY. However i am still young :) OMG that reminds me of our Careers Teacher who happened to be my homeroom teacher last year. Aww how i miss tenth grade when she would make us rest our heads on the desk then play really calming music- however it wasn't at all calming because there was a VIOLENT playing VIOLIN that came suddenly- like a crescendo thing and it totally freaked me out- I COULD'VE had a heart attack. But she always made excuses such as you are still young- when we had to do that job interview thing.
And you know what everyone says to me "you're different in a good way"
Also i'm excited because Alicia who went to Queensland said she saw the Harry Potter shop in Movie World and wands were $60.
Then my cousin who came back from Queesnland said she was going to get me the wand but settled for a keyring.
Naww wands would have been mad. I could like totally accio things for real.
Sorry for the many Harry Potter references, its just that i'm reading it again and you can't help the fact that if you read it a part of the Wizarding World is temporarily embedded in the reference making section of your brain.
Also i watched Ellen this morning and The All American Rejects played Gives You Hell and the lead singer i think his name is Tyson was wearing pink skinny's- and i'd really love a pair. However the look somewhat gaudy. Also AUSTRALIAN OPEN started today. Currently Australia's hopes lie with Bernard Tomic- 16 year old sun glass wearing guy. My dad never liked Lleyton Hewwit on account of having a "nasty temper", however i believe Lleyton was asbolutely rad in his early years.
My favourite player is still Novac Djokovic.
Anyways i am off to go Dymocks to pick up my book orders.
So this morning i woke up, not because i made a conscious decision of doing so but i woke up due to instinct. Then i looked out the window- which i do every morning. And to my surprise the MAILMAN was riding up the driveway!! In my previous blog he did the same thing-that is ride up my drive way instead of shoving the mail in the letter box. So i raced downstairs, i am adamant that i looked like a hyrbid banshee human- because my hair was absolutely attrocius due to it being in a bun all yesterday.
I also noticed it was the mailman who didn't appreciate people opening the door before he knocked- which i had done before and managed to scare him away. So then he made me sign a slip, i truthfully scribbled something indecipherable and non legit. I remember forging my diary once at school and it had no resemblance to my mums actual signature it was like Qi Ping in cursive. I didn't intentionally make Qi Ping up it just looked like Qi Ping- and i have no idea what Qi Ping is. However the teacher did not doubt it and i wasn't given a detention.
And dedicated blog readers, you may have guessed what i had to sign for. MY SOUNDWAVE TICKETS! hooray for at last arriving.
LOL at bakery boy- he's very indie looking.
Also at my rate of abnormality- the whole inde music loving, reading excessively, having a manic obsession with harry potter etc. chances are there are few guys like me. I DON'T WANT TO BE A CAT LADY. However i am still young :) OMG that reminds me of our Careers Teacher who happened to be my homeroom teacher last year. Aww how i miss tenth grade when she would make us rest our heads on the desk then play really calming music- however it wasn't at all calming because there was a VIOLENT playing VIOLIN that came suddenly- like a crescendo thing and it totally freaked me out- I COULD'VE had a heart attack. But she always made excuses such as you are still young- when we had to do that job interview thing.
And you know what everyone says to me "you're different in a good way"
Also i'm excited because Alicia who went to Queensland said she saw the Harry Potter shop in Movie World and wands were $60.
Then my cousin who came back from Queesnland said she was going to get me the wand but settled for a keyring.
Naww wands would have been mad. I could like totally accio things for real.
Sorry for the many Harry Potter references, its just that i'm reading it again and you can't help the fact that if you read it a part of the Wizarding World is temporarily embedded in the reference making section of your brain.
Also i watched Ellen this morning and The All American Rejects played Gives You Hell and the lead singer i think his name is Tyson was wearing pink skinny's- and i'd really love a pair. However the look somewhat gaudy. Also AUSTRALIAN OPEN started today. Currently Australia's hopes lie with Bernard Tomic- 16 year old sun glass wearing guy. My dad never liked Lleyton Hewwit on account of having a "nasty temper", however i believe Lleyton was asbolutely rad in his early years.
My favourite player is still Novac Djokovic.
Anyways i am off to go Dymocks to pick up my book orders.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
In Response.
Cwiz has mentioned ever so pretentiously that she is feeling lonely. This feeling provoked and emphasised in her own mind through such shows as Gossip Girl and 90210. I've watched a few episodes so my judgement isn't probably the best and i don't want to go ranting about something i lack knowledge in, so I'll just describe it through one word and thats : Superficial.
Oh and one more thing : Unrealistic. ARE 16 year olds meant to look like that?
However i respect everyone who enjoys it because it is entertaining.....err to some extent.
But Cwiz don't feel LONELY! There's someone out there and if you push yourself into been in a relationship it won't work out : ) Not that you are and i know for one you're not :D But i'm just saying due to past experiences. However you have more experience in the field. Actually i have no experience at all.
Before i used to really like a guy who i had known for a while. And i quite regret it and i can only describe myself as PATHETIC, and i dislike myself for it- however the outcome was greater knowledge. Okay so he liked the music i liked and everything but if i recall he never really remembered things. He could never remember things that i said. And i pushed it, i really did. I would always talk to him and everything. I think it kind of grew on me- i didn't even like him that way to begin with but i just pushed myself into thinking that. Anywho he didn't like me- and i actually had the guts to tell him i liked him. However all is done and i'm glad i did it because i've realised the kind of guys i'd like to be with.
But i've just realised that the few guys that have liked me aren't the one's i like at all. Also i recall the incident on my first shift at work where the check out boy kept smiling at me. Then he asked my manager about me etc. I hated it very much so and could not tolerate it. So really i don't know where this is going....but my point is MAYBE i'm lonely too.
Of course i'll never break my parents rule and that is not having a boyfriend until i'm at uni. I like smart boys. Currently there's this guy who works at the bakery, i'd really like to be his friend- he's cute too but that has nothing to do with it.
He goes to that selective school.
I served him today .
Cwiz has also mentioned its possible to like a lot of guys at once.
Oh and one more thing : Unrealistic. ARE 16 year olds meant to look like that?
However i respect everyone who enjoys it because it is entertaining.....err to some extent.
But Cwiz don't feel LONELY! There's someone out there and if you push yourself into been in a relationship it won't work out : ) Not that you are and i know for one you're not :D But i'm just saying due to past experiences. However you have more experience in the field. Actually i have no experience at all.
Before i used to really like a guy who i had known for a while. And i quite regret it and i can only describe myself as PATHETIC, and i dislike myself for it- however the outcome was greater knowledge. Okay so he liked the music i liked and everything but if i recall he never really remembered things. He could never remember things that i said. And i pushed it, i really did. I would always talk to him and everything. I think it kind of grew on me- i didn't even like him that way to begin with but i just pushed myself into thinking that. Anywho he didn't like me- and i actually had the guts to tell him i liked him. However all is done and i'm glad i did it because i've realised the kind of guys i'd like to be with.
But i've just realised that the few guys that have liked me aren't the one's i like at all. Also i recall the incident on my first shift at work where the check out boy kept smiling at me. Then he asked my manager about me etc. I hated it very much so and could not tolerate it. So really i don't know where this is going....but my point is MAYBE i'm lonely too.
Of course i'll never break my parents rule and that is not having a boyfriend until i'm at uni. I like smart boys. Currently there's this guy who works at the bakery, i'd really like to be his friend- he's cute too but that has nothing to do with it.
He goes to that selective school.
I served him today .
Cwiz has also mentioned its possible to like a lot of guys at once.
Friday, January 16, 2009
I feel like the guy with the zits who works at krusty burgers every hour of his insignificant cartoon life, except i don't feel like him externally.
So normally at work i'd be staring at the carpark or if i'm on mall side i'd be eyeing the donut king menu. But if you are a keen blog reader and have been following my ever so interesting and eye poppingly intriguing blogs you would have noted (check the tiny scrawl in your diaries folks!) that i was recently promoted. I'm not so sure if its a promotion anymore,working on my third burger gal shift propelled my belief that it is rather stressful and has a very demoting deamanour (excuse the spelling) - i mean the mere title expresses eternal demotion.
So i worked from 9am-5pm (Very generic, i know!) and i was put on burgers. It was very stressful indeed, honestly how many times can one person re enter the queue due to fear that their stomach has not reached its maximum capacity of burger intake. So anyways i mean i think i could've handled it, if not for the MASSIVE gloves that i was told to wear. Honestly they're the perfect fit for HAGRID and clearly i am not HAGRID.
Anyways i couldn't take it anymore. Not even A different song playing on the radio helped me. I have truthfully memorised all the lyrics to songs currently playing on the radio. For example the new kelly clarkson song and and STUPID LADY GAGA "you should've never looked at me that way" ohh how tortourous- perhaps you shouldn't have caught HIM LOOKING AT YOU THAT WAY AND THEN MAYBE (just maybe) YOU WOULDN'T have realised he was looking at you that 'way' and then written a stupid song about IT! (haven't you heard of WRITERS BLOCK) . I could win a million dollars right now, bring me to one of those "finish this lyric" shows, there are about a bajillion of them aren't there? Yeah so thats a bajillion times a million for me. Ohh the benefits. AHAHA i am of course overexaggerating and i wasn't really that angry but i have a knack of insterting hyperboles (not to be confused with HYPERBOWL- something i am doubtful exists) where they do not belong.
Anywho i was replaced.
So i worked from 9am-5pm (Very generic, i know!) and i was put on burgers. It was very stressful indeed, honestly how many times can one person re enter the queue due to fear that their stomach has not reached its maximum capacity of burger intake. So anyways i mean i think i could've handled it, if not for the MASSIVE gloves that i was told to wear. Honestly they're the perfect fit for HAGRID and clearly i am not HAGRID.
Anyways i couldn't take it anymore. Not even A different song playing on the radio helped me. I have truthfully memorised all the lyrics to songs currently playing on the radio. For example the new kelly clarkson song and and STUPID LADY GAGA "you should've never looked at me that way" ohh how tortourous- perhaps you shouldn't have caught HIM LOOKING AT YOU THAT WAY AND THEN MAYBE (just maybe) YOU WOULDN'T have realised he was looking at you that 'way' and then written a stupid song about IT! (haven't you heard of WRITERS BLOCK) . I could win a million dollars right now, bring me to one of those "finish this lyric" shows, there are about a bajillion of them aren't there? Yeah so thats a bajillion times a million for me. Ohh the benefits. AHAHA i am of course overexaggerating and i wasn't really that angry but i have a knack of insterting hyperboles (not to be confused with HYPERBOWL- something i am doubtful exists) where they do not belong.
Anywho i was replaced.
when you said you were falling apart i thought you meant you were falling apart
I've been at work everyday since Wednesday. But i'm not complaining, its tolerable and there's really nothing to do at home except complain about the heat, ignore the incessant ringing of the phone and camp under the airconditioner.
Yeah sadly my life at home sucks. I've been rereading Harry Potter, i finished the first one yesterday and no matter how many times i read it, i still laugh out loud at the funny bits and Fred+George's jokes. I especially laughed when Ron+Harry were stuck in the Devils Snare, and Hermoine was told to light a fire but she was like "there is no wood" and ron was like "ARE YOU A WITCH OR WHAT?" and Harry was like "use your wand". Then Harry was like "Lucky Hermoine listens in herbology" and then Ron was like "Lucky Harry still has his brain in a crisis" LOLOLOLOLOL. Those aren't the exact words obviously, but i'm still laughing anyways.
It's going to storm tonight, you can tell because there are dark clouds hovering and obscuring sunlight. Yes state the obvious. I just came back from work, it was perfectly sunny and i planned to walk my dog but now i can't!
I am boring myself.
Yeah sadly my life at home sucks. I've been rereading Harry Potter, i finished the first one yesterday and no matter how many times i read it, i still laugh out loud at the funny bits and Fred+George's jokes. I especially laughed when Ron+Harry were stuck in the Devils Snare, and Hermoine was told to light a fire but she was like "there is no wood" and ron was like "ARE YOU A WITCH OR WHAT?" and Harry was like "use your wand". Then Harry was like "Lucky Hermoine listens in herbology" and then Ron was like "Lucky Harry still has his brain in a crisis" LOLOLOLOLOL. Those aren't the exact words obviously, but i'm still laughing anyways.
It's going to storm tonight, you can tell because there are dark clouds hovering and obscuring sunlight. Yes state the obvious. I just came back from work, it was perfectly sunny and i planned to walk my dog but now i can't!
I am boring myself.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
there's nothing worse
than your sister pretending she waterlogged one of your favourite books.
Alicia have fun in Brisbane!
Alicia have fun in Brisbane!
How you know that you're a too damn attached to the incoming mail.
i was sitting on the kitchen bench top eating my cereal, try it sometime, cereal tastes much better. Yes, anyways whilst i was sitting on the kitchen bench top, eating cereal and looking at the calander and counting down the amount of days till certain dates and also looking outside (i am a multi multi multi tasker!) i saw the mail man on his motorbike. But instead of shoving mail in the mail box he came to the door! So i watched him shove a large envelope through the gap in screen door, i got very excited, thinking- these are my tickets, the much anticipated tickets.
So i jumped off (i don't know where i put my cereal- because it was gone when i came back, which makes me wonder whether i was eating cereal in the first place) and opened the screen door. The mail man had his back to me, and so when i opened the screen door he totally FREAKED, he was like "Guhhh"- like you know how guys scream, i can imitate it using my vocal chords but sadly i cannot onomatepia it ( i should learn to spell that word and also chuwawa) . Anyways i was being all casual "good morning" he gave me a blank look and zoomed away. Fineage i thought, you're not very welcoming of enthusiastic door openning.
Turns out the envelope did not contain my tickets, it wasn't even for me.
Now i am currently basking in my ticketless state.
So i jumped off (i don't know where i put my cereal- because it was gone when i came back, which makes me wonder whether i was eating cereal in the first place) and opened the screen door. The mail man had his back to me, and so when i opened the screen door he totally FREAKED, he was like "Guhhh"- like you know how guys scream, i can imitate it using my vocal chords but sadly i cannot onomatepia it ( i should learn to spell that word and also chuwawa) . Anyways i was being all casual "good morning" he gave me a blank look and zoomed away. Fineage i thought, you're not very welcoming of enthusiastic door openning.
Turns out the envelope did not contain my tickets, it wasn't even for me.
Now i am currently basking in my ticketless state.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Decisions are often difficult- coming from captainess sherlocka
So Soundwave.
Apparenlty tshirts will cost 35-40 dollars.
I want for sure:
Valencia
Hellogoodbye
Jack's Mannequin
Forever the Sickest Kids
damn it, who wants to fund me.
special acts have yet to be announced.
i will lose my sanity if its All Time Low.
Apparenlty tshirts will cost 35-40 dollars.
I want for sure:
Valencia
Hellogoodbye
Jack's Mannequin
Forever the Sickest Kids
damn it, who wants to fund me.
special acts have yet to be announced.
i will lose my sanity if its All Time Low.
Articulate
I love articulate lryics formed by minds of intellect.
Motion City Soundtrack
i also love this- Hold Me Down. the metaphors.
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloomed..
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..
How will I break the news to you?
Then Lisa Mitchels similies - incomplete lullaby.
I just think its cute
Like a turning head
Like a second look
Like a burning leaf of an open book
Like a pounding sea
Like a messy crime
When your eyes first met with mine
Like a broken word
Like a tragic smile
Like a thousand steps or a single mile
Like a lonely chance
Like a savage glow
When you turned and said hello
Motion City Soundtrack
i also love this- Hold Me Down. the metaphors.
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloomed..
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..
How will I break the news to you?
Then Lisa Mitchels similies - incomplete lullaby.
I just think its cute
Like a turning head
Like a second look
Like a burning leaf of an open book
Like a pounding sea
Like a messy crime
When your eyes first met with mine
Like a broken word
Like a tragic smile
Like a thousand steps or a single mile
Like a lonely chance
Like a savage glow
When you turned and said hello
Where Did You Go?
17 DAYS BEFORE (SCHOOL)
I am listening to valencia, silently summoning my tickets, wanting the wizard bag tag so bad and not eating.
What is wrong with me, i hate breakfast and i am currently hungry but i don't want to eat.
DIAGNOSIS: screwed
PERSCRIPTION: unscrew with the use of an unscrewer
I am listening to valencia, silently summoning my tickets, wanting the wizard bag tag so bad and not eating.
What is wrong with me, i hate breakfast and i am currently hungry but i don't want to eat.
DIAGNOSIS: screwed
PERSCRIPTION: unscrew with the use of an unscrewer
oh the obscurity
when i make references to things, no one gets them.
when people make references to things i mistake the references, i just don't get the non obscure things.
For example someone had GREEN LIGHT on their MSN- i think it was viv- anyways i was trying to figure it out, instead of presuming it had something to do with traffic lights which i later though of i instantly though of the green light in the Great Gatsby. The one that Jay Gatsby would look at at night, cos it was from Daisy's front yard.
I'm stupid for this.
Ahahaa i have a knack also for making Harry Potter references- for example saying spells. To summon something i really want i say "Accio" but no one gets me. I WANT A WAND :) Then my diction gets screwed after reading a classic, like after i read something with such elegant english i use the most archaic words in existence and expect people to understand me. Such compelxity.
FOOL.
I WANT MY TICKETS.
when people make references to things i mistake the references, i just don't get the non obscure things.
For example someone had GREEN LIGHT on their MSN- i think it was viv- anyways i was trying to figure it out, instead of presuming it had something to do with traffic lights which i later though of i instantly though of the green light in the Great Gatsby. The one that Jay Gatsby would look at at night, cos it was from Daisy's front yard.
I'm stupid for this.
Ahahaa i have a knack also for making Harry Potter references- for example saying spells. To summon something i really want i say "Accio" but no one gets me. I WANT A WAND :) Then my diction gets screwed after reading a classic, like after i read something with such elegant english i use the most archaic words in existence and expect people to understand me. Such compelxity.
FOOL.
I WANT MY TICKETS.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Pressing News
i have come to the conclusion that i'm a door matt. I'm being continously trodden and stepped on, with feet far bigger than the surface area of my being. Its always take take take and a promise to give back, a promise that fades into non existence as soon as it is uttered. But i have a way of believing when everyone is lying to my face, because i am a door matt. Its always me, i am the prime victim (i'm sure its spelt across my forhead in permenant black) - i am the most vulnerable and i pay the price. I don't want it to be like this anymore, sometimes i have to fend for myself. Sometimes i have to say no. And i will.
________
I LOVE VALENCIA.
i got a comment back from their myspace, i love how they're really loyal to the fans-i hope they go far.
i'm going to post the comment of VALENCIA AND A CURSIVE MEMORY.
those are the only two bands that have replied to my incessant comments.
as much as i love hellogoodbye and all time low, i've stopped commenting- its silly. Hellogoodbye's page is full of spam- you'd think that they'd reply to decent comments?
but i'm not angry I STILL LOVE THEM.
Alex Gaskarth's blogs are poetic and Forrest makes me LOL
________________________
i need to control my spending on books.
I was on my break today at work and i saw "HARRY A HISTORY" it was only $12, sadly i did not have my bank card with me.
Which is a good thing- because i would've bought that and the MANY other books i wanted.
____________________________
i want to write and continously write, i'm sick of losing motivation and determination. But all i know is, if i don't write it i won't ever feel complete or accomplished.
i've written a bajillion first pages, but nothing's ever good enough.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
salt peppa and spinderella
i love johnny foreigner, god bless Alternative Press for featuring them in the Dec Issue because if they hadn't i would've been deprived of awesome British Indie. I honestly love British indie, the accents are classy. Actually they have no accent- us people should pronounce english words they way do- because they are ENGLISH MASTERS.
I was at work yesterday and this mum who just moved to Australia from the UK like three weeks ago was conversing with me- and i when i spoke i accidently put on a british accent- i think i just kind of latched on- like you get me- i was influenced and my brain was dying to emulate.
woman: i don't know what to order. do you have hashbrown burgers? (i was lost- HASBROWN BURGERS WHAT ON EARTH) Everything is so different here.
Me: oh yeah- are you here on holiday?
woman: No i've moved just three weeks ago, but i've got four kids- it costs a fortune
me: laughs puts on accent "Oh reallay?'
so shameful of me.
Anyways back to the point.
salt peppa spinderella!
download!!!!
its catchy and lovely!
check out Valencia's kitchen sesh's they are freaking rad.
shane's voice is so raw live
can't wait to MEET THEM - expressed this on their myspace page recently.
i hope i get a comment,
i remember when A Cursive Memory commented back - it was bliss :)
i want to live in America :(
all the best bands exist there.
I was at work yesterday and this mum who just moved to Australia from the UK like three weeks ago was conversing with me- and i when i spoke i accidently put on a british accent- i think i just kind of latched on- like you get me- i was influenced and my brain was dying to emulate.
woman: i don't know what to order. do you have hashbrown burgers? (i was lost- HASBROWN BURGERS WHAT ON EARTH) Everything is so different here.
Me: oh yeah- are you here on holiday?
woman: No i've moved just three weeks ago, but i've got four kids- it costs a fortune
me: laughs puts on accent "Oh reallay?'
so shameful of me.
Anyways back to the point.
salt peppa spinderella!
download!!!!
its catchy and lovely!
check out Valencia's kitchen sesh's they are freaking rad.
shane's voice is so raw live
can't wait to MEET THEM - expressed this on their myspace page recently.
i hope i get a comment,
i remember when A Cursive Memory commented back - it was bliss :)
i want to live in America :(
all the best bands exist there.
Holy Canoli i am in love
i want to dance like them
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=pr-500ESwHA
AND ALSO ALEX GASKARTH DANCES TO GUILTY PLEASURE- THE FREAKING GUILTY PLEASURE DANCE BY COBRA STARSHIP.
i was dancing to this song during my study breaks, and also when we were lining up to do our School Certificate exams, every thought i was weird.
nice to know that i'm not alone in this world : )
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=pr-500ESwHA
AND ALSO ALEX GASKARTH DANCES TO GUILTY PLEASURE- THE FREAKING GUILTY PLEASURE DANCE BY COBRA STARSHIP.
i was dancing to this song during my study breaks, and also when we were lining up to do our School Certificate exams, every thought i was weird.
nice to know that i'm not alone in this world : )
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
choke
I rarely drink soft drinks.
So i went downstairs to drink sprite, because i felt like it.
I poured some sprite- straight from the bottle.
I drank half of it, then i realised OMG THIS IS MIXED WITH ALCOHOL.
I am not ignorant enough to not know what alcohol tastes like,
during christmas eve- every damn eve (new years eve too) i had it shoved up my nose. By my parents, ahaha they're not drunkards but they do enjoy wine once in an eve. So i choked (clutching my throat) and felt slight tipsy after drinking it.
But how ironic that the time i felt like drinking something fizzy it happens to be half an achoholic beverage.
I would really like to know who mixed sprite with alchohol.
Here are a couple of tips.
- prior to painting nails bilberry purple make sure there is nail polish remover to remove it- as the mere sight of it is intolerable.
So i went downstairs to drink sprite, because i felt like it.
I poured some sprite- straight from the bottle.
I drank half of it, then i realised OMG THIS IS MIXED WITH ALCOHOL.
I am not ignorant enough to not know what alcohol tastes like,
during christmas eve- every damn eve (new years eve too) i had it shoved up my nose. By my parents, ahaha they're not drunkards but they do enjoy wine once in an eve. So i choked (clutching my throat) and felt slight tipsy after drinking it.
But how ironic that the time i felt like drinking something fizzy it happens to be half an achoholic beverage.
I would really like to know who mixed sprite with alchohol.
Here are a couple of tips.
- prior to painting nails bilberry purple make sure there is nail polish remover to remove it- as the mere sight of it is intolerable.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Inferno
It was hot today.
Actually thats an understatement.
I wish i had a pool.
This is what i did today:
Put the air conditioner on full blast
Ate 2 litres of cookies and cream ice cream, close to 2 litres.
I promise i will go for a jog...when its cold. (which is never)
Did the above whilst reading the Great Gatsby.
My day was very productive.
Taking my licence test on Monday : (
i dislike intersection questions!
I've never really paid attention to the road, but now every time i'm in the car i'm plagued with all things associated with the car and driving.
I'm going to practice some more.
Actually thats an understatement.
I wish i had a pool.
This is what i did today:
Put the air conditioner on full blast
Ate 2 litres of cookies and cream ice cream, close to 2 litres.
I promise i will go for a jog...when its cold. (which is never)
Did the above whilst reading the Great Gatsby.
My day was very productive.
Taking my licence test on Monday : (
i dislike intersection questions!
I've never really paid attention to the road, but now every time i'm in the car i'm plagued with all things associated with the car and driving.
I'm going to practice some more.
Update and Summary
Yay.
My tickets are coming end of this week , or early next week : )
According to a just received email from soundwave!
New topic:
I feel as if i didn't say goodbye to 2008.
New topic:
I feel as if i didn't say goodbye to 2008.
So here i will highlight all the great things- important events of the past year : ( so i can welcome 2009. Because i'm still living in the past.
1. World Youth Day- July 2008.
Greatest Experience to date.
Crossing Harbor Bridge for the Final Mass, with the Pope :)
I am not in that photo and did not cross the Harbor Bridge and walk all the way to Randwick, but instead i walked from Central to Randwick - i think it was 7 km :) thats my brother, i don't know where my photo's went and i will go crazy if i fail to find them.
- WYD: met the awesomest people, i was to in the moment to get emails but i got photo's : ) which i will find, i promiseeeee :) i also hold the record for going to mass five times a week.
2. Graduation Nov 26 2008? I give up on the whole list thing, this is no particular order now.
marionne, me, dee, kristin, chin-chin, julia, wendy,charisse, kim
alisha, rosie, kristin, me!
Goodbye table cloth uniforms, and those winter kilts!
Goodbye table cloth uniforms, and those winter kilts!
little sister, julia, me, stina!
3. Formal December 12 , forget the numbers, i just think its organised, formal does not come anywhere near 3. I don't like dancing to RNB! i pixie dance to indie.muahahaha. Alicia and i were tempted to ask the DJ if he had All time low in his laptop.
i quit. it just takes to damn long to compile a list.
i saw this photo.
- last day of school Nov 25. Last day of YEAR 10 : )
what an awesome homeroom
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Stuck.
I have the word BOJANGLES stuck in my head.
It is freaking annoying.
It just keeps popping up, the song thats in my head right now - Pictures of You- is being punctuated with the word BOJANGLES. In fact everytime i think my thoughts are interrupted with BOJANGLES!
Before i had the word indignation stuck in my head.
Then i forgot the word indignation so i tried remebering it, and then i got angry because i knew the word- it was there, somwehere in my brain, yet it was unextractable.
So at last i rembered it- after sifting through the i section of the dictionary and having an epiphany.
I am weird.
Anyways this blog isn't probably helping the word BOJANGLES get out of my head. And when i read it again it'll probably be permenant. i don't even know what BONJANGLES is and i quite frankly don't want to know. Because it conjures odd connotations.
So i got promoted yesterday- well trained for being a burger gal.
The plus sides are numerous:
- in control of the radio. HA! no more mainstreamnesssssssssssssssss
- don't have to talk to customers,
- better pay . so basically i have gotten three pay rises last month and this month :)
I gave given up on my cyber social life.
I really have.
No more MSN.
No more Facebook.
It is freaking annoying.
It just keeps popping up, the song thats in my head right now - Pictures of You- is being punctuated with the word BOJANGLES. In fact everytime i think my thoughts are interrupted with BOJANGLES!
Before i had the word indignation stuck in my head.
Then i forgot the word indignation so i tried remebering it, and then i got angry because i knew the word- it was there, somwehere in my brain, yet it was unextractable.
So at last i rembered it- after sifting through the i section of the dictionary and having an epiphany.
I am weird.
Anyways this blog isn't probably helping the word BOJANGLES get out of my head. And when i read it again it'll probably be permenant. i don't even know what BONJANGLES is and i quite frankly don't want to know. Because it conjures odd connotations.
So i got promoted yesterday- well trained for being a burger gal.
The plus sides are numerous:
- in control of the radio. HA! no more mainstreamnesssssssssssssssss
- don't have to talk to customers,
- better pay . so basically i have gotten three pay rises last month and this month :)
I gave given up on my cyber social life.
I really have.
No more MSN.
No more Facebook.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
25 days.
Till school starts/commences/begins/freaking engulfs your social life.
Year 11. The second last year of high school : (
Then Year 12, the HSC course, then the HSC exams- which determines whether you get into your course, the university you wanted to get into- basically your future.
And its weird you know? I graduated from year ten in November last year from a year 7-10 girls school into a co-educational senior 11-12 school. Its a big change especially for someone who has had minimal interaction with guys in the classroom- for example in year 3-6 there were only 4 guys in my class. Talk about deficiency.
But i'm glad because from my recollections kindy-year 2 they were massive distractions in realtion to LEARNING MY DAMN ALPHABET and HOW TO DRAW THE NUMBER 5. No but seriously this year is really important and i don't want them messing with my learning, because apparently all they do is try to impress gals and make stupid jokes that no one laughs at but they persist until they extract a giggle from some desperate kid trying to learn. But luckily most of the subjects i chose are too difficult for the boys that i am talking about. I love decent boys, i seriously do cos they make the best of friends.
Then the prospect of high school ending saddens me.
Its being such an integral part of my life.
Memorising the bus route, waking up at the exact same time every weekday, stumbling down the staircase due to lack of sleep, eating cereal every morning, walking to the bus stop with a muesli bar in mouth, seeing the same people....
sometimes the mundane is comforting.
I was reading the Sisterhood again, and the third book- about graduation, and going seperate ways. its really sad
But this is what i like about a new school year
1. New stationary. New erasers- which at the end of the year will most likely be written on ('i love beverly' 'yes' 'no' 'BFF's forevs')
2. New book covering. YAY! chosing book covers. i loooooveee this job. This year i plan to cover everything in paper brown.
3. This year we don't have school bags with the school emblem on them, but we have to get black bags. Yes- a chance to unconform. i kid.
4. New uniforms! A few hand me downs from my big sister, hopefully i won't look impoverished like Ron Weasley, or scrawny cos my sister is slightly taller than I.
5. A whole new bus route to memorise.
6. I can drive to school at 17. (that reminds me, now that i am 16! i can try get my L licence.)
7. We get lap tops this year.
8. New people. New friendships.
9. More memories- notably in year 8 skipping music class (due to fear of recorder solo- due to sucking so bad at it), roaming school grounds during errands, math class in year 10 was a total waste hence getting 77 for my SC, but getting a 97 in science- which was good enough for my parents), getting lost during WYD, During World Youth Day Sleep Out we went to McDonalds at 4 am but that was with my big sister- sadly not with the school. Science experiments with lab partner Kim- making potato parents for genetics subject and eventually naming it after the great gaskarth, reading sessions every fortnight at the library and falling asleep at the end of it, not doing assigned work with relief teachers, scavenging bag for food during the afternoon bus period, Studying at the local libary illegally (without a blue pass) but not really studying *ahem*, Going to westfields illegally.
such great times.
10. Seeing people you haven't seen during the summer. And realising changes.
Year 11. The second last year of high school : (
Then Year 12, the HSC course, then the HSC exams- which determines whether you get into your course, the university you wanted to get into- basically your future.
And its weird you know? I graduated from year ten in November last year from a year 7-10 girls school into a co-educational senior 11-12 school. Its a big change especially for someone who has had minimal interaction with guys in the classroom- for example in year 3-6 there were only 4 guys in my class. Talk about deficiency.
But i'm glad because from my recollections kindy-year 2 they were massive distractions in realtion to LEARNING MY DAMN ALPHABET and HOW TO DRAW THE NUMBER 5. No but seriously this year is really important and i don't want them messing with my learning, because apparently all they do is try to impress gals and make stupid jokes that no one laughs at but they persist until they extract a giggle from some desperate kid trying to learn. But luckily most of the subjects i chose are too difficult for the boys that i am talking about. I love decent boys, i seriously do cos they make the best of friends.
Then the prospect of high school ending saddens me.
Its being such an integral part of my life.
Memorising the bus route, waking up at the exact same time every weekday, stumbling down the staircase due to lack of sleep, eating cereal every morning, walking to the bus stop with a muesli bar in mouth, seeing the same people....
sometimes the mundane is comforting.
I was reading the Sisterhood again, and the third book- about graduation, and going seperate ways. its really sad
But this is what i like about a new school year
1. New stationary. New erasers- which at the end of the year will most likely be written on ('i love beverly' 'yes' 'no' 'BFF's forevs')
2. New book covering. YAY! chosing book covers. i loooooveee this job. This year i plan to cover everything in paper brown.
3. This year we don't have school bags with the school emblem on them, but we have to get black bags. Yes- a chance to unconform. i kid.
4. New uniforms! A few hand me downs from my big sister, hopefully i won't look impoverished like Ron Weasley, or scrawny cos my sister is slightly taller than I.
5. A whole new bus route to memorise.
6. I can drive to school at 17. (that reminds me, now that i am 16! i can try get my L licence.)
7. We get lap tops this year.
8. New people. New friendships.
9. More memories- notably in year 8 skipping music class (due to fear of recorder solo- due to sucking so bad at it), roaming school grounds during errands, math class in year 10 was a total waste hence getting 77 for my SC, but getting a 97 in science- which was good enough for my parents), getting lost during WYD, During World Youth Day Sleep Out we went to McDonalds at 4 am but that was with my big sister- sadly not with the school. Science experiments with lab partner Kim- making potato parents for genetics subject and eventually naming it after the great gaskarth, reading sessions every fortnight at the library and falling asleep at the end of it, not doing assigned work with relief teachers, scavenging bag for food during the afternoon bus period, Studying at the local libary illegally (without a blue pass) but not really studying *ahem*, Going to westfields illegally.
such great times.
10. Seeing people you haven't seen during the summer. And realising changes.
Clouds.
its summer right now.
and its cold.
there are rain clouds : (
and i want to mail my letter
but its too cold to walk.
the new year.
resolutions?
Golly i don't really know.
Perhaps eating more healthy food.
Do not live in a world of books? - maybe live adequately in fictitious stories?
Stop spending a gazillion dollars on your goal- library
Being more confident and less shy,
I've realised that i'm afraid of not knowing where i'm going. Like not having a planned route or a map.
I caught the bus to work yesterday, and i was the only one on it- for the entire trip, which freaked me out. My bus fair of $1.50 was inadequate i'm sure, because its like $1.00 for ever litre of petrol and i paid for a litre and a half- but my one dollar fifty couldn't have covered everything, right? And my being on that bus was wasteful.
Who am i to worry!
So anyways this bus went everywhereeeeeeeeee
and i was wondering whether the busdriver actually listened to me when i told him where i wanted to get off.
So it went through 2 neighborhoods.
and he stopped several times to read the paper.
and i was worried- i didn't know where i was going, yet i was too afraid to ask.
My plan is to never catch a bus to work.
oh and i got there- EVENTUALLY
When i went to work i got asked to stay back till close- so i was practically there for the whole day. 11am-8.30pm
but i got a one hour break.
i made a friend who works at big w- i forgot her name- but she was working 8am-8pm
but NEWS FLASH they get a one hour break and 2 fifteens.
so guess what i bought for my break.
BREAD.
YES BREAD.
i told my self it was a healthy choice.
but really it was on account of the guy.
who i had seen before.
he goes to a smart school which i failed to get into : (
and i saw him almost every afternoon when our bus went through the train station.
and then i saw him at the BAKERY.
he had indie hair. like you know. zac efron style but less modelled and shight.
and yeah.
the bread sucked.
so i bought GUMMI bears.
they are so cute, i never feel like eating them
and its cold.
there are rain clouds : (
and i want to mail my letter
but its too cold to walk.
the new year.
resolutions?
Golly i don't really know.
Perhaps eating more healthy food.
Do not live in a world of books? - maybe live adequately in fictitious stories?
Stop spending a gazillion dollars on your goal- library
Being more confident and less shy,
I've realised that i'm afraid of not knowing where i'm going. Like not having a planned route or a map.
I caught the bus to work yesterday, and i was the only one on it- for the entire trip, which freaked me out. My bus fair of $1.50 was inadequate i'm sure, because its like $1.00 for ever litre of petrol and i paid for a litre and a half- but my one dollar fifty couldn't have covered everything, right? And my being on that bus was wasteful.
Who am i to worry!
So anyways this bus went everywhereeeeeeeeee
and i was wondering whether the busdriver actually listened to me when i told him where i wanted to get off.
So it went through 2 neighborhoods.
and he stopped several times to read the paper.
and i was worried- i didn't know where i was going, yet i was too afraid to ask.
My plan is to never catch a bus to work.
oh and i got there- EVENTUALLY
When i went to work i got asked to stay back till close- so i was practically there for the whole day. 11am-8.30pm
but i got a one hour break.
i made a friend who works at big w- i forgot her name- but she was working 8am-8pm
but NEWS FLASH they get a one hour break and 2 fifteens.
so guess what i bought for my break.
BREAD.
YES BREAD.
i told my self it was a healthy choice.
but really it was on account of the guy.
who i had seen before.
he goes to a smart school which i failed to get into : (
and i saw him almost every afternoon when our bus went through the train station.
and then i saw him at the BAKERY.
he had indie hair. like you know. zac efron style but less modelled and shight.
and yeah.
the bread sucked.
so i bought GUMMI bears.
they are so cute, i never feel like eating them
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