Goodbye

Goodbye exams. Goodbye year 11. Goodbye my many obsessions. Goodbye Ben.

Ben is leaving. He quit.
We're trying to organize a surprise party for him.
Danielle is bringing Taylor Swift's album, so we can piss him off for the last time ever. You Belong With Me will be on repeat on Sunday.
Danielle and I are quiting soon. Hahah we decided that we'd study for math together for HSC year, and the time has come.
Ahh I will sure miss these days.

Other news Alicia and I are going to Newtown on Friday.

Exams are over.
YEAR 11 FREAKING over.

When i enter the school gates via the school bus driven by my bespectacled, kerb ignoring bus driver i will be in year 12.
Tucker says i have an omnious way of phrasing things, and it makes him shit bricks.
Ha
Ha
Ha.

EVERYTHING MATTERS.
SUDDENLY I'M THE ONE WHO'S SAYING DON'T WORRY.

better be prepared

I'm freaking out.


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fuck you holiday mode
you fucked me up.

I gotta hold you somehow

Sometimes I feel displaced, like bits of dust.

This morning I watched the patches of light on my ceiling
flicker and fade.

I saw dust too,
So I closed the blinds and slept some more, dreamt some more.

Sky.

Today is beautiful.

Edward Cullen can die from speeding and I wouldn't care serzly

Charisse agrees that fictitious boys are very much hotter than real life boys.
Because ideally they are idealistic.

This is my list.

1. David from All American Girl
2. Ron Weasley
3. Winthrop from The Sisterhood Of Travelling Pants
4. Brian McBrian from " "
5. Miles Halter from Looking For Alaska (he's just smart)
6. Collin from An Abundance of Katherine's
7. Mr Bingley. LOL he looks nice in the movie.
8. Fang in Maximum Ride.
9. I guess i should read more YA
10. guess i should read more YA

lonely, lonely

I do not
like
the prospect
of studying
the Indian Mutiny.
Damn Modern History prelims.