Every little mistake i make is being amplified.
Added to the bank of my incompetency, my inadequacy, my inability to fulfill these expectations.
I don't know what's happened. I'm growing frustrated, it seems that everything i do ,i lack the confidence i once had. People point out my faults and i grow more conscious of what i'm lacking.
I don't want to tell other people, because i'd only get self pity. What am i supposed to say? Am i suppose to fish for compliments?
No that's not me. I have to find a way out of this abyss.
Believe in myself.
I used to think i could do anything, even when i failed.
What the fuck is happening.